January 2010
31 posts
heyheyhey
Me: Babe.
Babe: what?
Me: I'm horny.
Babe: Omg.
Me: Jk, I'm hungry.
Babe: Eat me.
Me: Omg.
Babe: Stop copying u bitch.
Me: Fuck you.
Babe: Come den.
Me: Fuck you.
Babe: imma shower.
Me: go shave ur pussy.
Babe: . . .
“I choke back every tear that bleeds....
goodbye
This sucks. I put my heart out there and it gets fucking crushed into a million pieces. You know, that’s the reason why I don’t ever go into relationships, and all I get are one night stands and shit. No, I ain’t mean… I just hate being hurt. And for you do have done that, it was just wrong. I trusted you. You made me believe that you were good. That you were different....
formspring
Looks or personality?
FUCKKK. Not this question. Haha. Okay honestly people think I’m shallow and I gofor looks and blahhhhhh… NO! FALSE! Fuck that bullshit. You can look all fly and hot, but if your personality is shitty den… fuck dat. You gotta look good on the inside if you wanna look fine on the outside. So with me, yeah. Personality will always come first.
could i just...
Could I just stop breathing for an instant? Could I just die for a moment? I thought I’d never have to go through such an emotional phase ever again… I was fucking strong. I held myself up and never brought myself down, but I think this time it’s a little too much for me to handle. I can’t stand being sad. I can’t stand feeling this close to being depressed, because I...
“Tell me why you’re so hard to...
so i guess it's done
Whatever. You were a fucking waste of time. You’re no different from my ex’s. You just fuck with people’s hearts and leave them to suffer after you get what you want… It sucks. And people wonder why I can’t trust them? And people wonder why I never go out with anyone, why I won’t give them a chance? They say they’re different. You said you were different,...
fuck that last post
God damn it, just stop playing games with my head! I can’t stand it anymore… One moment we’re fine, then the next we’re at each other’s throats. I don’t know if I can handle this shit anymore… Do you still want to be with me or not?! Just fucken tell me ‘cause I am sick of this shit. I am sick of your shit. I’m not the type to play games and I...
i'm old enough to know
Honestly, if you love someone… if you really love someone, whether out of friendship, family, or actual, crazy, indescribable, undefinable love, you would not treat a person badly. You just wouldn’t. Love is a mutual feeling. And the worst way you could treat someone you love is by treating them like shit. In the past, I know that I let people go and treat me like crap, let them hurt...
“So sweet was ne’er so fatal.”
– Othello, William Shakespeare
yeah, i lie to you.
I lie to you because you don’t deserve the truth. Because you were never the friend I needed, instead you were an enemy that tried to convince me otherwise. I lie to you because when I needed someone, and I mean really, really needed someone, you were anywhere else but with me. When I wanted someone to trust, you betrayed me in the worst ways possible, and tried to make everyone else lose...
one.thirteen
Tired. Woke up late as usual and it sucks because I wanted to get Starbucks and shiiiit. Well, today was pretty good since it was curriculum fair and we ended early. Decided to go eat Loco Moco after school. Pretty boring day. Fuck. I need some excitement in my life. Haha.
“Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds… Love alters not...”
– Sonnet 116, William Shakespeare
fuck you amy.
Apparently you’re stupid. Fuck you. Austin deserves better than you. Austin deserves waaaaay better than you. You treat him like shit, when all he wants is to make you happy. And you don’t do the same. You make him miserable at times, but you make him the happiest guy on earth at times. Me? I hate your guts because you’re a dumb cunt who doesn’t understand shit. Understand...
@ mr. takamoto's
Me: She's not a virgin.
Cori: How do you know?
Me: I just know.
Cori: Do you have a boyfriend?
Her: Yeah.
Cori: How long have you guys been going out for?
Her: Three years.
Cori: Awww that's cute.
Me: Told you.
Chelsea: You're so messed up.
Mr. Takamori: No. And by no, I mean she's not active.
Me: Yes she is.
Her: What?
Cori: Three years is a long time...
Me: Hell yeah it is. We can't even make it past a week sometimes.
doing homework...
What a sad life, doing fuckin’ homework at 11:38 at night. God damn. I’m gonna go outside and smoke… This essay is stressing me out.
“Never trust a heart that is so bent it can’t break.”
– Unknown
wehatemondays.
So I decided to just give up on Algebra 2 altogether. What’s the point if the teacher doesn’t even care. Why should I care? Got the test, and gave it back that same second. Fuck him. After school, we had a pretty intense conversation with Mr. Takamori. He’s probably the coolest fuckin’ teacher in this school. And yeah. Pretty boring day. I got a fucking majjjjor migraine...
sophia bush.
Me: Nice my hat yeah
Dylen: I want it.
Me: No :p It was like fuhhken 37
Dylen: I want u then
Me: Hahaha omg.
Tyler: Hola
Me: Helloooo
Tyler: You guys are so weird.
Me: He's the one haha, saying he wants me.
Dylen: I want Megan Fox.
Me: Psh, she ain't that hot.
Me: Tyler, Michelle Rodriguez?
Tyler: Gisele Bündchen or Mila Kunis. Michelle Rodriguez is sexy but she's not that sexy.
Me: I'd say... Sophia Bush. Omgggg. Sexy. And who the fuck is Gisele?
Tyler: The model.
Dylen: Megan Fox.
Me: Ewww she's ugly.
Dylen: Fuck you.
Talking to myself.
Me: You should do homework.
Me: Nahhh.
Me: You're fucking lazy.
Me: I know.
“Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.”
– Unknown
FUCKschool.
I’m damn tired of doing SHIT for school. Especially Alg 2. Mr. Nanbu is probably the worst teacher I’ve EVER had, and that’s saying a lot. Why should he even be a teacher. It’s like he wants his students to fucking fail and it’s not fair at all. There’s a test tomorrow. I’m sooo screwed. Oh well. Hello, summer school. Anyways, went to work today. Only for...
SOOOOwhatis this thing.
What the fuck is a tumblr. Haha. I just made one because it looks interesting but like, I don’t know anyone who has one… Sad. Very fucking sad.