January 2011
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Switchblade Romance
I’d kill thousands to win your heart. But I know it would never happen. You are the sheath and I’m the blade.
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“Heaven’s filled with stars tonight,...
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Oh yeah, you're so hardcore.
Hiding behind a fucking screen, shooting words like missiles, purposely aiming and maiming, hurting others for the enjoyment of yourself. Yep, you’re pretty hardcore kid. Congratulations. You successfully know how to type. :) But honestly, your guise is shattered when you walk out into the real world. I bet you’re one of those kids that feel lost and insecure around everyone else, so you take...
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I refuse to spend my time longing for you anymore. There’s no denying the amount of happiness you’ve bestowed upon me while we were together. I miss every moment we had, because I was genuinely happy. For once in my life, I felt happy. And that moment was with you.
But now it’s like I’m forgetting you. I don’t even remember how you sound anymore. Maybe this is a sign...
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“You were the one I loved; the only thing I...
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No Escape
Lying there. Motionless. You become a shadow of yourself, hardly ever moving, fixated on events that have already unfolded. Pages that have been written with permanent ink. Dreaming of the past will not change the present. It will snap you back to reality and you’ll be worse off than before, having wasted time on thinking rather than doing.
You can’t run away from your mistakes, because it...
Sol
A force to be reckoned with, yet I long for your warmth. Set me ablaze, feel the flames rise up internally when you and I embrace. My existence revolves around mourning for your inexistence during the darkest of nights, but once my eyes are struck by your rays, I know you’re real. Take my hand and let’s ignite; Fade away as ashes in the breeze, liberated and dancing with ease and...
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Luna
You are the moon; cratered and flawed. Gone in the morning, resurrected at dusk. Never within reach, but those distances, I’ll breach just for a sight I’ll refuse to believe. My love, cratered and all, you still deliver my only light. My only radiance to differentiate from illusions and earthly defiance. Far away you may be, but to me, you’re a heartbeat away. A look out the window and you assure...
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“All I wanna do is take away all the miles...
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Changes and Imperfections
You can’t coerce change, whether it be through love or emotions. Change cannot be forced onto someone who refuses to do so themselves. It’s a futile attempt to make someone conform to how you want them to act. If one does not want to administer change on himself, it is pointless to persuade him otherwise. You’ll just end up creating a monster. A guise. A fraudulent reflection of a person you tried...
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I Am Not A Lonely Poet
So let me whisper a final goodbye while you disappear into the darkness around us and the rest of the world. I should confess to you that you define who I am— but it’s a bit too late; time has been pilfered and I regret, for it has been burned in a million dying pieces while sycamores swing side to side in the company of the howling wind, hiding pain within their barks. Our spark has...
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Doubt
I believe that most people are goodhearted, but you make me doubt that statement. You contradict yourself and the religion you worship. You lie and create disguises that you can’t even distinguish between yourself and your decoys.
People like you make me sick, conjuring illusions that become your reality. Lying to those who treasure your loyalty. Forcing them to look the other way and then...
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Dawn of the Final Sunrise
When the thirteenth hour comes around, whisper to me that I’ll still be lying in your arms. In the midst of humanity’s darkest days, you emerged as a victorious light that guided me from tribulations I would’ve never escaped.
Should the meteoroids from thousands of miles ever target what we’ve made, I’ll defend what we’ve got with my own clenched fist and if it means sacrificing blood, then so be...
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Damn This Distance
Miles, length be taken with how vast oceans spans. Night, freezing are the winds but impossibly harmless when in comparison to this pain, heartache like grenades detonating countless times, ending in the same sentence. Misery. My only company. My only hope, my only savior
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xtc-verse:
I can reminisce within the boundaries and borders of my own mind— and find you within the depths if I so please. I don’t what it is, but I love your words. I sincerely do. You seem to somehow catch me in a trance every time I find myself lost in your prose, your metrical rhythm, and your verses scripted so—eloquently and illuminatingly.
You’re my inspiration, my dearest. That’s the...
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Let it burn. Let it die. Something that causes so much pain should be an experience you don’t need to hide. Reveal your innermost thoughts and spill them onto paper. Don’t hide. Let it out. Let it go. It’s not worth it. Your tears are valuable; please don’t waste it.
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“So get back, back, back to where we...
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Weaknesses and Strengths.
Don’t you say that you were born strong and have been indefinitely strong ever since. None of us were born with that kind of mentality. None of us are immune to feeling weak. To be honest, we are all weak. We all get a taste of vulnerability and we all have fears of hurting. We all fear of being lost. Forgotten. Taken advantage of.
It is is not a defect. We live through the urge to find...
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“Don’t you ever feel like you’re...
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You’re a damaging presence in my life. I don’t need you. I just want you gone. Please understand that I do not normally say that I hate people, but know that when I say I hate you, it’s the bitter truth. There’s no other way I can describe my feelings towards you but hate. You’ve done too much damage to repair it.
I don’t need your help. I don’t want your...
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Dismember Our Memories.
One word; four letters. Now faded: last year’s december. Ruins crumbled; your body, a broken temple. Bells that once rung now heavily disassembled. Soul: liberated. Separation: fated. And still yet, the sands of time shall flow as it always has in the past. Kissed the wind with lies when I spoke that we would last. Museums: desecrated. Blood on the walls, gashes on my feet but still I rise,...
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Heartless.
It’s been days without a good night’s sleep; your wraith, it haunts my dreams. Dragging my soul into the abyss like the devil that you are. Don’t you dare tell me your God’s advocate, when I see hell’s scar. That scar scratched into your heart; wounded so deeply that it will never depart. Please don’t tell me that you have a set of wings and a halo, I know...
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It sucks knowing that the world is such a cruel place. I feel like mines is spiraling out of control. The little hold I had on it just suddenly disappeared and I find myself irrevocably lost in a maze of frustration and bitterness. I’m looking for a hint of the happiness I once possessed, but it has gone without warning and now I’m left to suffer.
But I will stand my ground. Though...
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“I can’t wait to hate you, make you...
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Who’s worse between the two of us? You faked your emotions for me and lied countless times. I made a mistake, one that I regret, and what I felt for you was the realest shit I ever felt in the longest time. So let’s evaluate this situation and tell me who’s the victim. Tell me who’s hurting more. Tell me who spends their night thinking about what could’ve been. You...
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“I’m tired of crying out at the sound...
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Love complicates life.
Life was simple before the introduction of love. And by love, I don’t mean the kind of unconditional love supplied by your family, but that one type of love that will perpetually leave scars in our hearts. Remember how simple life was?
Here comes the introduction of romance: the sweetest feeling you’ll ever feel. It’s like a dose of dopamine straight to your brain. At that moment, you’re on...
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“Even the best fall down sometime. Even the...
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“Memories, even your most precious ones, fade surprisingly quickly. But I don’t...”
– Kazuo Ishiguro, Never Let Me Go
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The Freud Mentality.
Out of all the schools of psychology, it seems that I am drawn to the very one that seems to be rejected by everyone else. Psychoanalysis is a branch of psychology that is neglected and deemed as bullshit, but that rejection is out of fear. Out of fear and sympathy for the true nature of humankind.
I’d like to believe that there is good in everyone; that humans are naturally caring and...
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“”Caught up in your smile, I’m...
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Siren.
Your voice is like a lethal venom, but the sweetest of its kind. If you caused my death, then I’ll consider it an anecdotal proof of the existence of heaven. Because when your melodies collide with my soul, it’s as you and I were intertwined, hand in hand, in a frivolous but extraordinary dance. Gliding on our reflections spawned from the glass-like dance floor, I see you for who you...
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“Love, can you see my hand? I need one more...
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I guess I'm a fool.
I went and messed up, now it’s back in the ocean for you. Swimming through the waves and sifting through the bullshit to find someone worth your time, someone worth your love, someone that isn’t like me who took your trust for granted.
You were a grain of gold hidden in the endless sands, but now even the sands of time can’t return you back to my arms. I allowed myself to lose...
Do not add insult to injury.
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When you are wrong; then be wrong.
Do not stand there and try to justify yourself to why your actions had taken it’s place. You made your decisions, and your own course of action is your own downfall.
Honey, don’t stand there and try to defend yourself when you know for a cold-stone fact that you are out witted.
Admittance is salutary.
Reblogged for relevance.
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Icarus Falls
He fell because the sun was a beauty, his wings fell like a building’s broken debris. Did you see the way he headed straight for the ocean? It’s as if the waves held his dearest emotions. Tears are equal to water and water is equal to pain. It’s no wonder why broken hearts are healed by the sound of rain. How gracefully he looks, the way Icarus falls. He needs flames as vitally...
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“You’re the one who kept me...
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I'm a Liar.
It’s safe to assume that the narrator in a novel or any piece of literature can always be trusted, but not me. I’d like you to think that I’m always loving and caring, but I’m human. And humans always have a trace of darkness in them. I was always careful to lock that part of me away. I never wanted it to liberate itself, and wreak havoc on the ones I love. My soul’s...
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“I know they say the first love is the...
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Cease Fire.
I watched as friends turned on each other, the drama escalating from verbal assault to a full-blown scene of savagery. Watching them fight, it put me in an awkward situation. Who knew that friendship could deteriorate in such a matter that it would suddenly pit them against each other? Is the value of friendship that disposable? Is it that manipulable?
I’m not one to support violence. I find war...
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“Beauty is mysterious as well as terrible. God and devil are fighting there, and...”
– Fyodor Dostoevsky
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“Earthquakes can’t shake us. Cyclones...
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It is destined.
We always seek to find, as if loneliness was the ultimate punishment. As if having our hearts beat alone is delivered as a penance to some of us.
There is a heart out there. Someone, somewhere. They’re waiting until you cross their path, waiting for that precise moment when you awaken them from the dream that they’ve been trapped in. Your hearts will beat simultaneously someday. It is...
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“In you and I, there’s a new...
Anonymous asked: Your two best friends are hanging on a rope. Only one can survive. The other one will fall to their death. a] What are their names? b] Who would you save and why?
**you must choose one or you lose both.
**you must choose one or you lose both.
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“Only enemies speak the truth; friends and lovers lie endlessly, caught in the...”
– Stephen King
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“I drove for miles just to find you and find...
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Stained like wine on white.
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Your words fly across the sky and rest upon the folds of my chest; and there shall it rest for eternity until time stops all together, but your words shall float from the heavens above, much like the weightless and free wings of a feather.
Embedded within; much like ink on paper. Your hearts own sincerity and investment, is my own self uprising testament. I love how this feels, so...
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Flightless bird.
I hate that feeling when I’m forced to second guess myself and my actions because it seems like you expect more from me, or that you deserve more than what I can give. It’s like I’m that bird locked up in a steel cage; although my wings should have given me freedom, you’ve stolen that right from me. You lock me inside this prison, and I have no chance of getting out. I want...